De Ja Vu

Setiap kali gw liat video klip kelly clarkson lagu yg satu ini gw ngerasa seperti de ja vu.. gw ngerasa semua yg pernah gw alamin diulang lg didepan mata gw... semua... bener2 semuanya... Gw ga tau apa gw suka ato ga sm lagu ini, tp setiap kli gw liat di tv gw selalu ngerasa.. entahlah apa.. sedih.. kesel.. ato marah... Ternyata banyak org yg ngalamin hal2 begitu... karena setau gw, lagu itu nyeritain ttg kelly ndiri kan? Cuma mungkin gw sedikit lebih beruntung dr dia... Tp gw jg ga tau apa bener gw lebih beruntung ato malah lebih sebaliknya... Life...

Because Of You
by : Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you